Monday, January 5, 2009

I'm officially a student again!

So, I have officially registered for KSU this semester! I'm pretty excited, yet scared at the same time. I'm not sure why I feel so differently this time around, but I think that it may have something to do with being completely shot down last time around. I have all of my financial aid set up this time though, so that's completely taken care of. I just don't know what it is... Possibly it's that I know I cannot afford to fail this time, and if I do then it's pretty much over. No point waisting time and money on something/someone that's just not making any progress, thus not worth it... Also, every semester that goes by I get older and older than the student body, yet I'm not quite in the adult learner category. It's weird... I also am REALLY feeling the fact that almost ALL of my friends now have graduated and moved on to a different part of their lives now. Even for the ones that have gone back to school it's different because at this point it's just something that they feel like and want to do, not something that they HAVE to do in order to actually have a 1/2 decent shot at getting a job that they enjoy (not that it REALLY helps all that much anyway, in my observations...)

Oh well, it's raining now and hot outside. What's with the weather? I mean SERIOUSLY! lol...

1 comments:

The Pitners said...

OH HOW EXCITING! Tara I am so proud of you!