im scared

im scared

i want to move home
but thats just trying to escape to my childhood
i know this
i'll see how this summer goes,
maybe i wont come back
dont be too shocked

stupid naysayers
saying that i cant get what i want
if you want it, you can make it happen
thats what i tell my friends
lauren, michelle
i force them to follow their dreams and goals
push them
why dont i tell that to myself?

because im scared

i try to learn from other's mistakes
it saves me the trouble
maybe some lessons cant be learned,
you have to find them out on your own

but im scared

what am i running from?
life is awesome here
i have a supportive family (God know that!)
AMAZING friends (irreplacable!)

yet, somethings missing.

i dont know, we'll see what happens...